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[30 May 2009|02:06am] I feel tingly and peaceful, sober for once and very mature. Neat. xo

[16 May 2009|09:11am] Two months. xo

The Weedwhacker [17 Apr 2009|12:02am] ( Chapter 1 In the Event of My Gruesome Murder ) ( Chapter 2 The Spray Bottle or: The Plot Thickens ) xo

[11 Apr 2009|10:50pm] Two weeks sober as of tomorrow. That's a lie. Two weeks alcohol-free. It's been the shittiest two weeks of my life. But I hear it gets easier. One day drug-free. Three days cigarette-free. I don't know if I am giving anything up for good, there is no finish line in sight. I guess I just want to get to the point that my first thought of the day isn't how long it's been since I had a drink. I'm sick of choking on my breaths, I'm sick of forgetting who I am. This seems to be the only way to fix it. Inadvertent side effect, I haven't eaten in two days. It's not really on purpose. I just can't remember to and I don't really care. One form of self-abuse for another, apparently. xo

[05 Apr 2009|12:40am] Hahahah holy fuck I found a picture of the little cheating, lying, self-involved, manipulative mistake on Encyclopedia Dramatica in an entry making fun of scene kids. I am pretty pleased. xo

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