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[30 May 2009|02:06am]
I feel tingly and peaceful, sober for once and very mature.
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[16 May 2009|09:11am]
Two months.

The Weedwhacker [17 Apr 2009|12:02am]
Chapter 1 In the Event of My Gruesome MurderCollapse )

Chapter 2 The Spray Bottle or: The Plot ThickensCollapse )

[11 Apr 2009|10:50pm]
Two weeks sober as of tomorrow.
That's a lie.

Two weeks alcohol-free.
It's been the shittiest two weeks of my life. But I hear it gets easier.

One day drug-free.

Three days cigarette-free.

I don't know if I am giving anything up for good, there is no finish line in sight. I guess I just want to get to the point that my first thought of the day isn't how long it's been since I had a drink. I'm sick of choking on my breaths, I'm sick of forgetting who I am. This seems to be the only way to fix it.

Inadvertent side effect, I haven't eaten in two days. It's not really on purpose. I just can't remember to and I don't really care. One form of self-abuse for another, apparently.

[05 Apr 2009|12:40am]
Hahahah holy fuck I found a picture of the little cheating, lying, self-involved, manipulative mistake on Encyclopedia Dramatica in an entry making fun of scene kids.

I am pretty pleased.

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